and now someone, after years, found out this blog. some people knew it existed but never found it.
it just scares the shit out of me because this is not a blog, this is a diary and people are inside of my head, my life, knowing my deepest thoughts. yes, you know the feeling.
when you're so fucked up and you don't want to scare a good person away.
and that's my life.
crazy thoughts, crazier dreams, the fear of losing people and the internet.
